Family

When you think of your family, what emotions do you feel? We feel all different emotions, whether it is love, affection, sorrow, grief, anger, resentment, appreciation etc . One thing we all have in common is that the word family will all cause us to feel some emotion and emotions are the life blood of every human.

Our mother, our father, brothers, sisters, grand parents they all have a part in shaping our lives. Our beliefs, our attitudes, our point of views, habits so on so forth these can be usually traced to our child hood when we were impressionable and open minded. Ready to believe whatever our fathers and mothers impressed on us.


We are a family of 4 My Father, My Mother and My Sister.
When i speak of my father the word introvert comes to mind, he is on the whole a quiet man though when with friends can be quiet funny and when drunk!..hhaha...he is hilarious :p.
I still remember my early years in this world when i learnt to walk holding is 1st finger. The man has taught me every damn thing in this world and i haven't even told him thank you. He is the man who used to lay me in the bed when i was a little baby that was long long ago. My father has given my food, clothing, shelter, education, comforts etc. etc. The man has showed honesty through ups and downs. My father used to walk me to school every day when i was in kindergarten, when we bought our car, he drove me there. He taught me how a hold a pen, a cricket bat how to kick the ball, back then he had a dream for me, i hope his dream turns into reality someday. I owe this man completely. i wish i cld be as good a father to my child as he was to me

My mother omg!!...she fights with me every single day!..haha...but i love it! :) n love her :)
My mom to put it simply is a fighter. She has stood up to many difficulties in her life! it has pained me to see her go through so much trouble in her life. i have been a bad child for her , I just wished i had the guts to tell my mom "mummy I'm Sorry!" I always disobey her and fight with her for silliest reasons. I only would like to tell her sorry for the bad I've said, for worrying her sick. My Mom has done everything right in her life and I'm thank ful to her. I hope she looks at me and feels proud some day. I hope i can do at least half of the things you have done for me. I have never told her i love her, i hope i don't regret it later

My sister haha!!...she is in one word a rock star!..she is soo bloody talented she can make the best run for their money, she is an extremely intelligent, witty and confident girl!. She is already a very very successful person!...at only a young age. Ive grown up with her. She too has gone through a lot of bad times during her school and college days!, but today when i look at her i can say she is happy with what she is today, her smile is contagious, her style is unique and she is extremely smart.

My Family has been my support over the years. I still remember the time when i used to walk with my dad in our compounds during the rains, holding his finger splashing water every whr. When im writing this post i remember every time my parents have got me something i wanted to have. i remember my mother fighting with the principal for my admissions in junior kg. i remember every time my sister has helped me out with my school/college projects even though she was very busy and when i did well i dint even thank her. i wish i could go back to an early age and relive those golden years once again and try to be a better son and a better brother. I owe my family big time! i wish i could just one day tell them all a big thank you!

today at the cross roads of my life, my family is my greatest support when i see my dad who has retired i wish to reach out to him and be his friend but i dnt knw how to, my mother who is trying he best to every thing perfectly for us, i wish i could hug her just with my all my heart!

Well sorry for penning down a bit too much about my family, but i didnt know any other way to go about this post. Im sure most of u reading this port would have similar feelings for ur family as well! :)

Until next time!!

Vacations!

well!, i guess I'll welcome my self to the world of blogging!, wasn't really to keen but since i am in the throes of unemployment i say to my self why not?

i am 20 friggin years old now. Wow! 20 years have passed in my life, right from kindergarten up to graduating! years have passed, exams have come and gone, birthdays have rolled on, lectures after lectures and some more!, tuition's, bunking every damn thing related with schooling. Exams yes!...the dreaded exams! Exams would usually be moments of agony and stress. As for me, i never really managed to finish my portion ever for any subject or for any exam in my life. Although i did manage to out do my self in each exam that came along moreover i had also perfected the art of copying :p. Exams were usually followed by Vacations! and big huge smiles on every1s faces partly because exams had just finished and also because of the impeding leisure and party time!!!!!! \m/!

Vacations were time away from school, pleasure trips or even a trip abroad.

My Vacations were mixture of pure bliss and some rather vague and dragging or u can say plain bout boring moments. Moments of sheer agony and pain to moments of laughter fun and games

Yes Vacations have been a mixed bag of emotions for me!...i still remember growing up as a shy and timid child only mixing around with close friends used to have a tough time during vacations in the early years. My holidays back then say wen i was like 6-10 year olds were quiet a riot but with only close friends. Ours was a gang of 5 me, Akshay, Allen, Ameya n usually the 5th was either Dipayan or Bharat. We did all weired stuff during our vacations or we thought 'twas weired for our age i.e. climbing tress just to hide during hide and seek, playing cricket from 11 in the morning until 2 and then again in the evening at 5, when it was dark we played cricket under the tube light ha ha!...those were mad days. My dad, whenever he was around, always took me out for a ride in his new Maruti 800 back then. We usually ended up going for drives to Virar lake, Powai lake, Aarey Colony or the National Park, i still remember every afternoon whenever he was in Bombay we the awesome twosome headed out for drives. He liked driving i just liked sitting in the front seat of a car, oh well the thought of sitting in a car just excited me

As time passed by i entered my adolescence vacations passed by, i was never a guy to take up hobbies during vacations(oh how! wrong was I!) i usually ended up playing down in our apartment wasting time!..lol. However i was still a back bencher and less than confident kid. I sure as hell couldn't speak for nuts in public, basically my public speaking sucked, u can i was confined to the world just in my building. So this one vacation i guess after my std 8 exams my mother decided to enroll me in this public speaking class in gyan ashram opposite our building. I really thought that this would be boring and stupid, i mean i thought i was OK just a little shy thats it. So bang on first day i get a shock this isn't actually a personality development workshop it is an acting come personality development class heh heh!...man back then standing on stage let alone acting was difficult enough. I came home and fought with my parents to get me out of there, i felt pathetic after day 1 it self. But the teacher there was adamant so i went along! n there u have it! 2months later i was completely re-born confident, smart and witty heh heh...i also discovered this hidden talent in me acting!, i ended up wining quiet a few awards down the years as well.

Years rolled on, vacations rolled on, time was spent now in usually taking up a hobby which ended up being acting/dramatics. Friends grew up in ventured out or shifted in other localities or went abroad. Time playing was taken over By time spent on the pc usally playing games and chatting and hence becoming fat!...:p....

My current vacations although not even a month has passed have been the most boring and painful times.
I am currently doing nothing except for typing meeting friends and physical excericises gymming and yoga.
I say painful because i am on the verge of splitting with my girl friend of 1 year whom i love very much! but there are circumstances one really cant control. Right now i working on my health and waiting for the art of living course for which i have enrolled to commence!...i would wish to start working but only after AOL!....this one month has really taken a toll on me mentally. Emotional Control is the name of the game!...


Well this was my 1st blog nothing great but hey when u begin at the bottom, there is only way to go that is above!!..

HAPPY BLOGGING FCKERS!!!! :)